Tuesday, June 18, 2013

one day



One day you will look for me,
One day you will really miss me,
One day you will surely understand my worth,
One day you will surely accept my love,
One day you will walk on the streets for me,
One day you will call to me,
One day you will surely ask for me,
One day….That one day will surely come to me,

But that One day
That one day I will not be here for you,
That one day I will not be living for you,
That one day I will be loose you
Because
You heated me when I love you,
You cheated me when I trusted you,
You call me selfish when I only think of you,
You kicked me out of your life when I believe you,

And me the stupid fellow,
I missed you,
I tried to get you again,
Huh….

That One day will come for sure,
And you will be asking for me,
And I will be on the way to God….
  

                                                     18/06/2013


Tuesday, June 11, 2013

An unsuccessful man




An Unsuccessful Man

I am an unsuccessful man,
Unsuccessful in love, in relations, in society, in worth to my parents and over all these unsuccessful to me,
Causes I know not or perhaps I know,
Remedies I know not or perhaps ….,
Everybody needs a chance to become successful
But I don’t want it,

My tears never comes out
But it wet my soul,
My tears are still falling
But to a corner of my heart  where only I can feel it,
I weep but show not,
I laugh but just for a friction of time,
And at the very next  moment  I realise that curse upon me,
Day by day as counting goes on,
I found myself  nearer  to death,

Death which also plays with me,

Leaving death I went to a canteen to try drink first time ever,
I took one or two sips
And I found myself unsuccessful to doing this,
I am very afraid of my future,
I am afraid not to anybody but to myself,

I cannot  commit  suicide  because it does not suits me,
I have to live an unsuccessful life and set an example
That I can live it successfully…..,

                                                                                      03/06/2013